Simple & Sweet

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Simple & Sweet....

You said to stand there and to observe, why mess with God's design?

I stood there for so long after, I felt like I had turned into concrete.  

It's been a while, yet I am still here... I thought you'd have been here by now was it another complication?.... 

You said to calm down and take things slow but we couldn't keep it simple and sweet now could we?

I hide from the endless amounts of obstacles which would daily pass you and I by.... 

The pain grew stronger day after day, why wouldn't it go away?

If you said to jump, I would run... All I seemed to do was follow you and for why?

The hope, that sweet little amount of hope. 

Believing you and I were right. 

You knew I was empty before you arrived, I asked you to be honest with me. 

The lack of honesty, kept you and I far away from one another. 

If I was asked for a fault that would be our only one. Why did it become so complicated?

That bitter sweet kiss of yours, I would long for.

I still miss you,I always have. 

I knew for a while, you felt the same and I pushed you away with the fear of history repeating once again. 

The fear of being alone, I once whispered to you and you told me you'd make it fine. I had no reason to hide. 

The shadows were still following me. 

I remember the feeling that lit up inside of me when you called me your Simple and Sweet... 

The cries following not long after. The complications standing there in-front of you and I! 

We didn't work when things become complicated! 

At the hours of need, we fell apart... We couldn't keep it simple and sweet. 

You stand over me, parading around town in your hideous orange coat that you bought to create an impact of disgust from me. 

I stand there twiddling my long blonde hair attracting the eyes of others until suddenly we're far down under a web we once got lost creating. 

Do you even remember what it was like when it was simple and sweet?

Our messages got lost in translation... 

Did we ever even say goodbye? I believe, it was far too many times....

When reality hit and we weren't there anymore did you miss her like she missed him?

Was the pain and the hurt truly worth any of that?

We kept running, like you and I are now. 

Chasing dreams which once were ours. Why do we still follow the same dreams? What are we searching for?  

Rockabye baby, you would always say to me. 

You'd ask me to tell you when my head was circulating over and over... You told me, I didn't need to apply my make-up in-front of you as there was no reason to hide. 

My darkest fears arrived, I sung them out to you and you stroked away the tears. 

People called you and I a team once... 

You told me to follow the journey, I told you I would always follow my dream no matter what. 

But that's the thing, how come it's become a blur?

I can't remember ever saying a goodbye to you. 

I would still run back to you, even after the pain and for how long it's taken me to become strong enough to run from you! 

You begged me not to remember you... I begged you to forget me! 

Was it easy for you to forget?

Was I replaceable?

We weren't compatible, but you listened. 

Our love was pure and simple torture. 

I'll never forget you. Though it pains me to remember,you were there for me. 

Goodbye Simple and Sweet...
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New Zoella Beauty Products

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Evening everyone, 

This is just a quick blog for you all but I wanted to keep you all in the loop of knowing what I have been doing and what I will be doing as recently I have been really busy with work and sorting out some blog stuff for you guys to see pretty soon. 

What I have been working on recently is starting to set up plans with working with my long term friend and next door neighbour Bethany Jennings, she is a photographer which is great because that means I will be able to do some photo shoots for the blog. I will explain more about this, when I know about it more myself! 

Though, everyone should know of Zoella Sugg one of the most talked about blogger so far! I think she is amazing, I won't lie. I find her really inspiring and I love the fact that she has managed to bring out her own beauty range! You know Zoella right? 

Well I am also a very loyal customer to Superdrug, we all love Superdrug right? I often find myself on there at least once or twice a week as I can't help myself resist the offers or to find out if there are any new products online. 

Anyway, I happened to go onto Superdrug and I saw the Zoella products I just simply couldn't say no... 

So they turned up today and I have been waiting for a while to try out the products, the packaging also just looks so beautiful but the price is also so affordable so definitely have a little look! I was so excited when they turned up, that excited that I had to take a selfie to show you guys tonight before reviewing the products. 

Another thing that I love is that Superdrug have now started their own magazine! Yeah that's right they have their own beauty magazine which come with great beauty tips and offers! I will also make sure I fill you in on that. 

Have a good evening, let me know if you want me to review anything or blog about something I will always be more than welcome to do so. 

Lots of love, 

Anya x

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Lifestyle...

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Hi there, 

Sorry I haven't blogged in a while it has been pretty hectic here with work and blog life.. Don't get me wrong I absolutely love my work life and blog life! 

With that in mind, I thought it would be the perfect opportunity to write a blog on the way you live your life and how you live your life, 

As you know recently I posted a blog discussing relationships, to show you guys an insight into my life as I want you to know who I am and what my life involves. 

What I have recently discovered in my life is that it is very important to make sure your happy and to make sure you have a balanced lifestyle as you can't make anyone else happy if your not happy. 

What you all need to remember is that you will go through changes and you will change through time, some people may think that is a bad thing but some people may think its a good thing. 

Life is all about learning and discovering new things, you may find that the change you have made in your life isn't exactly the best change or decision you have made but re-finding yourself will be one of the best changes you make. 

In my opinion, I think that relationships are one of the main influences towards change. I know from my past experiences during a relationship I have changed and a lot of people do change for their partners. You need to remember that it is natural to change during a relationship as you try to make the person your with happier than yourself or the other people surrounding you. 

After, the relationship you find yourself looking back and questioning whether your ex did the same for you and in most cases you will find out that they didn't. 

I think it's personally good to always find time to reflect on your life as it's good to know what's happening during your life and if your not happy with it then it enables you to make the changes you need to, to make yourself happier. 

I would definitely suggest that doing something you love is the best way to find yourself or adapt to change, 

Making sure your surrounded by the people you love, especially family as they should support you through everything, Always place yourself with positive people as that makes a huge influence on your happiness. 

Just a little extra for you, I have recently found a song which I found relatable to how I have felt or how I have been feeling it's called: Honest by The Neighbourhood. 

'Change Can Be Amazing' 

I hope you have a lovely day everyone and enjoy reading my blog, take care! 

Lots of love, 

Anya x 



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