The Burning Flame...

The Burning Flame, 

The picture sits tightly on the stand, yet we remain far from one another's side.

It's the burning flame, that remains. 

I promised you to stand right next to you till the end but something isn't the same! 

Who's to blame?

Is it the flame, or is it you?

The pains to hard to hide, as we're in one another's veins. 

"I'm burning, I can't stand by you. The flame continuously, flickers! 

I'm too close to the fire! 

"We're toxic...!" 

"Call the Doctor please!"

Do you remember how time and time again we were told how toxic you and I were?

We laughed! 

It's true. 

I can't be near you, the fire burns! 

Instead we stayed the same, yet our pain grew closer. 

What can we do?

"Hush now baby, don't you worry!"

I'm burning up for you...

Your jet dark eyes burn right into my heart and once again  I can't leave the fire. 

"You'll never leave my side, will you?" You asked me. 

"London would have to melt into the River Thames. I'll never leave you!" 

I tried to leave you every time and I watch the flames grow stronger. The colour bursting brighter as each flame flickers. Where will it end? Will we reach the end?

I tried to hide the pain, but it grows stronger day by day.

I never thought I would reach the day where I knew inside we weren't right for one another but I'm not able to leave you as I knew I would be lost without  you.  It's only ever been you.

The scars run deep inside my veins where our love remains, it's so strong even now that the flame has died.

The flame surrounded me, I couldn't escape and I watched you walkaway as you saw me stuck in the flames. You stared, you took one last look and you walked away from the love that's still burning inside my veins.

I was warned about you, I turned a blind eye and I fought for the love that seems only burned deeply inside one of our hearts. You lied to me.

You shattered my heart, tore me apart and then run for the hills.

And yet, I would still wait for you...

Has the flame died?

The Burning Flame...

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A Quick Shopping-Spree At River Island...

Guess who's back, back again!....

(Yes, that will be me...!)

It wouldn't be a true 'Anya Marie Ball' inspired blog without posting a cheeky little Snapchat selife... 

After, the Christmas period it's pretty fair to say that the sales are staring right in your face. Do you have the will power to say NO, it's fair to say I most certainly never do... I guess, I can keep trying to make it one of my New Year's Resolutions though that doesn't mean I will ever succeed. Let's pray for more luck next year ha!

This of course, had to make an appearance on the blog as some can say I am obsessed. Whereas, I simply see it as love!...

My oh my, heading over to River Island  may not have been the greatest idea of mine as many pounds later I had invested in a few new buys!...

One of which, my new River Island purse which is absolutely gorgeous and most definitely well suited to me as t's full of pretty pink tones.

Can we pause for a moment?...

It's fair to say I am madly in love with this shirt!...

It's gorgeous, when I saw it online it's fair to say it took me by surprise as it's not something I would normally go for... However, trying out different things and looking for new styles is what I most certainly try to do and explore around during the New Year... 

The shirt, has a mixture of patterns and designs from the top panel of the shirt to the back of the shirt.

Not forgetting, the tied detail around the bell top sleeves!...

It's also an amazing fit and stands out massively!

What were your new-bee buys for this year??

Much Love, 

xx

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New Year, New You

New Year, New You...

I just had to take a moment and share these magnificent Tumblr quotes/lifestyle motto's with you all. However,  I'm guessing by now you can kind of put two and two together as to discovering what this blog is about...

Of course, it's about focusing on new goals for the New Year!!... It's about addressing changes, you would like to focus on to make yourself happier. Or to make yourself healthier etc... 

So I thought, I would piece together a 'New Year, New Me' inspired blog...

However, I have aimed for it to be a little different than usual. 

We all have desires and new chances on our horizons, so rather than looking back into 2017 let's jump straight into 2018 and make our dreams happen!! 

In that perspective, I thought it would be ideal to share my new adventures and aspirations which are awaiting me in 2018 as I hope that the outcome, will empower you all to sit down and think about what you want to achieve within 2018. 

I guess, my first go to was to make a list and of course that had to be in my new handy notebook... 

Here are a few handy tips of mine, which are here to help me become a healthier and New Me...:

1) To find time for myself. I feel like, this should be at the top of everyone's list as it's very important to actually ask yourselves what you want. Yet sometimes, we forget to do so.

2) To not forget that, I'm still young and not everyday has to be business minded and to make sure I fit more time for visiting family and seeing friends. 

3) To tour the World.... Visiting different places in the World has always been a passion of mine and realising something from leaving 2017 is that I wish to fit more time in to travel.

4) To chase the dreams, I have always wished for and to not be afraid of any obstacles that may come along the way.

5) To be slightly more patient. 

6) To keep motivated in reaching the fitness level, I aspire to be in.

7) To enjoy the fact I am turning twenty one this year!!

8) To stay focused on uploading more live videos/vlogs on the blog!! 

9) To keep an open mind and an interest in developing new opportunities... 

10) To know I can rather than fearing that I can't...

11) To make every moment in your life last, sometimes you have to face the difficult times to head into the highs. 

12) To be you... 



Make your adventure happen rather than piling it off for another; day, month or year...


'Stop finding excuses, start dreaming and make it happen!'

Much Love As Always,




x

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Run...

Run,

You saw it coming.

You told me to start running from the moment you saw it! 

You grabbed my hand and you told me to start running.

I wouldn't leave without you! 

I never listened. 

There I stayed until the end was near! 

Our World was so strong, we had become... 

The rose to your thorn, I had become. 

Can't you hear them say?

I told you, I'd follow you no matter where you'll go. 

You never had to fear being alone again even if you fall apart, if you do I'll mend you. 

This was before 'Doomsday' came. 

Did you know before?

It didn't take long before you became my World and there we travelled. 

You used to say; "We're facing the World together."

I didn't think it would ever end.

You were the Defender of the Earth and I the failure. 

But you never believed in that, you raised me so I could never fail. 

There you were by my side, without fail and we headed for the World. 

Everything, we never said that was left un-said! 

As you grabbed my hand, I knew my place was with you and our hearts would always remain as one. 

You called me the; Burning Sun, as I lit your heart with love and warmth. While, you were my; Danger on the run. You brought reasoning to my World and there we'd run. 

Our stars were fading, our love remained. 

There we stood at each other's side, which is where we shall always be. 

Until the day I died, you were too late to save me. Trapped behind a wall in another World fighting to get back to you. 

You carry on fighting, holding onto the love we have knowing you'll see me again! 

I couldn't run as fast as before, they caught me. But I'm alive and I'm breathing and I'm heading right back for you. 

I'll never let you go! 

I'll make it back to you. 

Keep running as you'll find... 

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