Home-bound | Featuring Visiting Family & A Shopping Spree!...

With moving to Winchester and now living in a City, I often forget the beauty of the Isle of Wight! It's so beautiful, initially when I moved I was excited to not see green and trees but whenever I return it truly hits me how stunning the Island is... Us Islander's are blooming lucky!!

Anyway, with being at home how could I resist taking pretty Island scenery photographs?!.. It's a simple no can do!!

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Spending quality time with my loved ones is always important when you hardly see them!! I think it's vital that you prioritise and spend as much time as you can with them all.  

However, with it being the festive season still there's always time to do a little shopping spree!! 

I guess, it's just a little excuse to pour yet another glass of wine!! 

By now you'll know that I always struggle to make a choice between colour or black and white... So why not go for both?!

From my social media pages, I'm sure your aware of how much I'm loving the new Snapchat filters right now!! 

There's always a good reason to head to the shops, when you know there's a SALE on!... 

A massive thank you to Heidi for surprising me with these beautiful buys!! Who could ever turn down, Jack Wills?

A trip to NewLook was of course most definitely on my 'To-Do-List' today!! 

Let's not forget that H&M is right next door!... 

There was absolutely no way I would turn down the 'Babe Attack' pink cropped  hoodie as it's so adorable! But it would look perfect with a simple pair of black jeans in order to sport a casual look or grab your gym gear and head for a run! Either of the two will do!!

Not forgetting this crop tee which is to die for! Sometimes, the simple tops are the most glamorous!! 

However, I am in love with this new ring of mine! I am literally finding myself obsessing over it!!.... <3 

I guess you can tell it was a great spending spree!! RIP bank!

What have been your new buys so far?... 

I wish you all a lovely New Year, which isn't far from reaching us all now!! 

Lots of love, 

xx

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Your Super Power Is Being You...

Good evening everyone, 

Are you enjoying Boxing Day?... I feel like, if my eyes saw another chocolate I would physically burst!! I'm so full up! 

To second that, I would most definitely say a big fat NO to a glass of wine too!! 

What's wrong with me??... 

Throughout the year, there are many lessons that you will learn. However, the one that I must reinforce the importance of is to remember how vital we all are.

To remember, you can do anything you wish to and to make the most of your lives!... 

We all have a Super Power... 

Thankfully that's being each other!!

Enjoy being you and look forward to your futures! 

Love as always, 

xx

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Season Greetings | Christmas With Us 2017....

I'm wishing you all a fun filled Christmas break like I have had which has been filled with love and glittery vibes! 

Don't you find your lounge becomes like a paper store as the wrapping paper surrounds your floor as each present is unwrapped.!!. 

Of course, it wouldn't be Christmas without a little tradition... Good old, AB! 

Let's be honest, it wouldn't be a true Christmas without a Snapchat filter!

It's fair to say, it wouldn't be Christmas without a box of treats!! 

I'm sorry but can we just take a moment to hit pause as my Auntie and Uncle's new kitchen and dinning room is simply stunning!! 

Anyhow, it wouldn't be an accurate Christmas without having the Christmas music blasting out and Shakin Stevens making an appearance in the background!! 

As you can see it was a mad Christmas once again!! 

Before we know it, it will be Christmas once again! 

With love as always. 

xx

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Gemini...

Dear Gemini, 

She see's you, do you see her? 

To be you, is to see you.

To know you, is to understand you.

Do they see you?

Do they know you?

Do they understand you?

She remembers how they see her. Can they ever reach her?

Your a clone, she knows that and so do I. 

They say that the Gemini is quiet and lacks the confidence that she appears to have. Is it mystery or fate?

They blame it on being a Gemini. 

Why do they always blame? 

She begs for peace, a simple life. Everything appears to be far too complex. 

Sweet Dreams, is where you shall find her... Have you found her? You leave her living in the Sweet Dreams which she believes is her hope to her future.

Somebody threw the key away. 

It's hidden in the dark, she can't face the light!

The clone, remains in sight of the light. She never hides from the light, in fact she can't face anything other than the light. Her fears are hiding in the dark.

The memories surround the surface. She's just a girl, who become a woman far too quickly. Her dreams were shattered and replaced with responsibilities. 

Couldn't they see what they did to her?

Even if they did, did it matter to them?

She begged to dream, dreaming reinforced her childhood and her memories. 

Allow the light, release the darkness. 

Did she really fear herself or was it them? 

Let her breathe... 

Use your body, use your own two feet and breathe!... 

Fill the spaces, you've always been waiting and you'll find your way to be yourself someday. 

'She's the blonde with the curly hair and the deep blue eyes... Almost a Barbie doll...' 

Is that who she really is? There's more to her than her dark ocean blue eyes and her long blonde locks. Why can't they see it? She's hidden in her image, rather than hearing her own voice! 

Gemini....?

The sound surrounds you and I, can't we just be us? 

We're two of the same!

Oh Gemini!... 

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Out Of Service...

Out Of Service,

'Oh boy, it seems we've lost signal as my phones out of service.'

And that was the last thing I ever said to you... 

Stop trying to get to me. It seems, I no longer give a damn! I've cut you off. 

Do you think I care about you now?

Let's rewind... 

We used to call each other till the early hours of the morning... Your voice would allow me to hold onto hope for you and I.

You call me, you know I'm busy but I'll still listen. 

You say your sorry as you come crawling back whilst my best friend catches you creeping but it's not with me. 

So the questions begin. 

But you have answers.

I must have been a complete mug, time and time again! I needed your love and I lived for your lies. 

When that's all it was! Endless lies and sweet nothings. 

I thrive on the pain you put me through as I though you'd change.

I need to cut you off and say goodbye for one final time. 

'Boy, change before I leave...' I knew you'd believe I never would, so did I. 

She looks behind as she waves goodbye to her past with you and the numerous nights where they walked home drunk hand in hand as tears streamed down her eyes and yet another bottle remained in his hand. 

History seems to always repeat! 

You tell me your sorry, she listens. She believes it for one final time as you hold me whilst your begging me on your knees. 

'It's too late now Boy!' 

The phone's close to dying as are we and quite frankly you lost me. 

I won't expect you to listen to the call as your out of service and we both know you will be for a while. 

''SHUT UP!

No more lies! 

I'm already gone. You've lost me! I won't be coming home!

How many times did I sit at home, waiting to hear from you? No signal you say? Clearly, a miscommunication as you were with her! 

Boy, you won't reach me anymore as I don't give a F***!

I'm out of service! 

It seems, we've lost signal. 

See you thought you had won but maybe you had lost by watching me move on!

Get gone!'' 

It become easy to cut you off when I no longer needed your love. 

Sweet nothings! 

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Let Me Down

Let Me Down... 

I never imagined that this is where you and I would be?

Once together and now far apart. 

Hello? Can you hear me? 

Were you ever even listening?

Your fading away, I need you to stay. 

I see the light, it was burning brighter than it ever did before. Are we shinning?

Why she cries?

Why, are you all I need?

I'm going down. 

How can I sleep when you are out there?

'Baby, I'm here! I'm right here. Always, waiting!'

The lies and the secrets you hide away from me! And for what? She wishes you could just be honest, stop chasing anything other than honesty!

You question on repeat, 'Have I let you down?' No she replies. Did she ever realise by her hiding her pain she was just as bad as him as her pain caused endless amounts of lies?

They seemed to be two of the same, as they always were.

Why had he lied? What did he fear? She sat with him as the walls were closing in on him as she held his hands.

Whilst, he let her face everything alone. He let her down and she's drowning!

The stars in her eyes are dying... Is she giving up on you?

She reaches for you, expecting you to be there! 

Hello? Are you there?

Can you hear me?

Please hear me!!

She's beginning to fade yer she clings onto hope but she knows she's no longer breathing. 

He knew without him she wouldn't breathe anymore. 

He knew he let her down but he never tried to save her. Why?

The stars have faded! They no longer shine!

She finally spoke the truth and it let him down. 

She couldn't keep his hidden truths anymore.

She was no longer struggling to breathe. She wasn't drowning anymore.

Little did she know, she was much alive. 

Her breaking point, become her survival. 

Why does he do her that way? Yet she asks you to stay! 

You knew I once couldn't live without you and you once told me the same. 

So, why aren't you dead yet? Why are you still breathing? I see you still living, your out there and I can't reach you. 

You let me down in ways I simply never imagined you too! 

I'm so numb from the thought of you. Are you even sorry that you let me down?

Why, can't you leave me be? Let me be! 

I'm asking you to let me down, to let me go!

She can't ever forgive you for the pain you inflicted and the lies you forced her to silence. 

She never see's anyone but you but your forever becoming her pain when you used to be her light. 

Did she ever believe it would be you?

Did she believe you would let her down in the way she once was before?

No. 

Your right it's true! She never wanted anyone else but you. And now she runs from you! 

She will survive you! 

Are you even sorry that you let her down? Do you face the reality like she faces your pain? Do you even take responsibility?

Or do you watch her hanging off the edge?

You may have let her down but you'll watch her survive!  

She's too strong to be let down again. 

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Christmas Is Right Around The Corner...

Good Evening Everyone...

Well it's official, we have nearly made it!! We can make that last 1%surely?

Maybe, it's just me but this year has been very speedy!! One minute, it's the New Year, then it's my birthday and now it's Christmas! MAD! 

It's the season to be jolly! 

Let's hope everyone is in the festive mood and prepping for last minute decorations or meal preparations! 

Remember, children Santa is still watching for any last minute slip ups with bad behaviour!! 

Always be good as he's watching you!!

I swear the majority of today has been last minute wrapping and plenty mugs of tea at the ready, as it wouldn't be a true Christmas without one of us being poorly would it? So that will be me, as I have taken one for the team and come down with a nasty cough and cold.... Boohoo!!

However, it wouldn't be Christmas Eve without spending the day choosing your Christmas Day outfit and finalising the lats minute touches... For me, that would be painting my mums nails and washing my make-up brushes.!!. 

It wouldn't be Christmas Eve without taking silly Snapchats, would it?...

It wouldn't be a true December, if there wasn't a Christmas night out with my loved ones and plenty of Polaroid pictures!...

How magical is this?!.... 

It's really rare for my mum to take selfies so of course I jump at every opportunity!...

Most importantly, making sure you spend time with your loved ones during this time of year is vital.... 

Now it's time to blast the stereo full volume and cheer away to the Christmas music as we welcome in Christmas Day 2017... 

Here we go!! 

Much Love As Always 

xx

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